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Vows and us

Hi,

how have you all been…….it has been 5 days since I wrote anything………….life was in full throttle……….I finally woke up early……….used alarms to wake me up…………attended classes…………went to Abhishek kirar’s marriage…………we hijacked the marriage………….it was a great fun…………we danced like crazy …………we went full retard……………Image actually this time we reached the point where the “BARAAT” was about to assemble early………..and there was another “BARAAT” already prepared to roll……………on 16th it all started early for me…………….went to a salon to get my hairs done………….then after a mild breakfast………….went out to attend my classes………….took my suit along………..spent a big part of my day in the institute………….then at 1800 hrs left the institute to meet the gang………….somehow they told me that Vasutosh was not taking any calls…………..I called him too………but yes he was not taking calls…………I did this while I was standing on the road near Abhishek tiwari’s room………….I didn’t knew where he lived…………..and as usual…………everyone was late…………….so I was a feeling like a display mannequin…………because people walking by were staring and thinking………..why would a person stand on an intersection with a garment bag and a backpack………..they were 40 minutes late…………….well Vasutosh was still not responding…………..so around 1845 we started to get ready and dress up……………so finally after everything was done………..we left for the venue………….the travel was a story in itself…………we were lost 2-3 times………..but we managed to be there before time…………….I was very hungry……….like cannibal hungry……….so was Akshay……………Rahul has fat deposit to survive for 3-4 months so I don’t about how he felt…………Abhishek tiwari is superior to Rahul in fat deposit department……………and finally we were there to roll……….DSCN2635 then the groom and his family arrived………..In India………..”BARAAT” is a convoy that goes to the brides place for ceremonies and to take her back to the grooms place after them………..in earlier times………..the brides and grooms were from different villages………..so the family members and near dear ones used to go in decorated bullock carts to the brides village to get her…………singing songs making merry along………… nowadays it has changed……….with time it has evolved too………….now the groom’s family and near dear ones assemble near the venue………..they go dancing and making merry till the venue………..Vasutosh could not make it to the marriage………….. then there were ceremonies when we reached the venue…………..and our fun began……….. DSCN2660 DSCN2669 DSCN2670 DSCN2671 DSCN2672 DSCN2676 DSCN2720 DSCN2721 DSCN2730 DSCN2733 DSCN2734 DSCN2740 DSCN2780

Booked for life

Hi,

Today is again a slow day……..took more on my schedule then I could have handled………again slept late last night and woke up early……..this lack of sleep is a cause of concern………….even if I lay down and shut my eyes………can’t shut my mind…………its running and not doing any good………..like a computer whose processor and RAM are occupied by unessential tools and software……….and causing a performance issue………….right now I am in my office……..yup its a Sunday……….but I am working because I wanted a day off to attend the wedding of Abhishek kirar…………my friend and colleague…………and its more about a group outing cum celebration……….because all of us would be going…….me Akshay, Rahul, Nitin, Vasutosh, Abhishek tiwari…….and of course Abhishek kirar himself……….we did not came to a common conjecture about what should be given to him as a wedding gift……….I was not able to decide anything myself……….anyhow…….we would all go and celebrate………..maybe we all would figure out a gift for him later………….I am looking forward for a bash…………Rahul and Akshay have started reading my blog………..but I told them not to read it………..because they might not like everything I write……….and who likes to share a journal with known people…………anonymity is always desirable to anyone writing a journal………….anyhow I think we all are going to look awesome…………everyone has a unique taste in dressing………….and it is developed by each one of us by past years……..and experiences…………I wish Abhishek kirar all the best for his wedding……….and a successful married life ahead………….I think soon others are going to be booked……..most probably Nitin or Akshay………..and I would like myself to be more regular at writing…………..I am always hopping days in between…………I think good time is ahead…

Asusual

Hi,

 

Today was moderate………….not much energy………..it was like everyday……….woke up early……..then went back to my bed…………then an extended and relaxing sleep………..then I finally got up……….studied a little……….so that I don’t feel guilty that I am not doing anything………..soon my days in my present company would be over…………..9th of May would me my last working day………….over the past year……….so many memories would be staying with me all my life……….some good some great…………bad ones……….I forgot them already……..except some………they would take some time…….anyhow………I am feeling better……….my health is improving………..and now I would take no chances……….. until…….it is very essential……….had a good time in my office today………..friends I don’t understand why keep on mocking me all the time……….I guess they like the fact that I don’t get mad over silly things……….so they go full on crazy……….they would call me names…………and what not………I crack PJ’s on them…………and then they would say that………..He’s like this……..crazy and dumb………its no use to make him understand……………they even call me a retard…………and then we all laugh like crazy………..everyone likes our stupidity…………and wants to be a part of it…………..I have told all of them that I write a blog……..and I guess everyone has been here discretely………….and its good isn’t it………..I don’t have to say everything………..and all they have to read through all my crazy writing……………and understand what has been happening with me………..well the only thing that makes me feel a little bad is that…………..when they all say that…………soon you would be gone………who would be there to mock………..and I guess they are correct………..its because I don’t go crazy over what they say………they mock me and have so much fun together………….once I would be gone………they would continue doing this and yup……….someday or the other………someone would take it to his mind…………….and that’s where things are going to get bad……….and then some low days would go by…………but let’s not worry about the future now………..it will eventually resurface………and than I would deal with it accordingly………….I am still compiling the post that would contain the drafts……….that I saved for Upasana………..the idiotic things I did to share my feelings with her someday…………..but that day has never arrived till now………..so I will put them here……….maybe someday she would go through them……….maybe never……….who cares now……….I have a life to live……….and yes this song……saathi salaam by Sawan khan manganiyar and Clinton cerejo……..gives me goose bumps……listening to this while writing…….enjoy!

Fun Unlimited

Hi,

 

Today is a wonderful day…..it was going as usual………I woke up late…………saw a lot of episodes of Sherlock Holmes and Vampire Diaries………..and then I was reading books related to my course………..then I got a call from Akshay and Vasutosh…………it was a party plan……..as it was a weekend……….so they talked me into it………and I was getting bored……..so I hopped in………….I left home…..at around 10 in the night………….reached office……….there was booze and Changezi…………..we all went outside the premise………..had booze and played songs in Vasutosh’s JBL……….it was fun……….then some idiots joined up………..they are people who cannot be trusted by me or my friends………….we fed them and bid they goodbye……….then we charged into the office building…………..straight to the meeting room………we danced………we enjoyed……..we had a lot of fun……….needed this……..as my life was going very slow and was little depressing……….Upasana was there on the floor…………she met us in the cafeteria as well……….I am still high………I had a lot of booze……….and then we went outside………….I am writing this post from the floor of my office……….Upasana is cribbing like a stupid dog………..she is like that………stupid………..well its more about me now………I would just insult her………..if she dared to talk to me…………but maybe I would regret that later……….but yes she would get what she deserves…….I have prayed for her……..and yes deep inside I still do……….but I think that would hardly matter……….or maybe it would matter………its out of my reach now……….or maybe within my reach but self respect is stopping me…………but I don’t want her at the cost of my self respect……….as if I get her at that cost………..I would not be able to lead a happy life……….I would not be happy with her……….that’s what I think……….you are free to think the way you feel………..no bounds……maybe your way of thinking is more rational……….let me know what you think……….maybe your way could influence me to take a better decision…………and that decision would change my life………….thanks!