The Wish

Hi,

Hope you all are doing fine…

I really miss this place…. I can open up here….

and I really feel a connection….

normally.. we don’t share everything…

we keep things…. things that we think we will be judged upon…

I do that too…

today I am thinking about what to do when you know that you can’t trust a person…

should you be blunt and tell that person…

or just keep it within you… and be nice…

well as far as my experience goes…

the latter is more difficult…

because you will have to pretend…

well lets leave this discussion for comments… let me know what you think…

lets formulate a accepted and working thesis….

Meanwhile I have been busy….

I have started a small business….

I am struggling as of now…

even suffered some loss…

but I am not here to abandon it…

I am hurt… but I think it will give me more pleasure…

pleasure of success…

I believe I would generate profit…

that would recover all the loss…

and go much higher and beyond it…

I have not been studying though….

not devoting time to studies… makes me feel a little bad…

as they all add on…

the transactions not going good… and not devoting time to studies…

but, I have been trying… and results may be minuscule right now…

but eventually I believe they will grow…

love life… you all know how it has been…..

things have changed a bit…

now she wishes me everyday…

though I don’t reply…

we have not met in a long time…

that’s about it…

she sometimes calls… but now I avoid her….

it is funny how things end up…

I have been diverting my mind…

I started sketching again…

I danced after a long time…

I am a part of the office cricket team…

and we won some matches too….

though my individual contribution was not much.. ūüôā

I have my room ready finally…

So, I guess I am better of from where I left…

I have grown definitely…

but I am still not satisfied with myself…

I can still do better…

I can sketch better…

I can run my business better….

I can study better…

I can do a better job.. and earn better…

I can be a better person…

a better friend… a better human…

results would come… not instantaneously… but definitely…

I just love that scene from my favorite movie… Om Shanti Om…

When Om delivers his speech in award ceremony…

I just wish… someday…

Take care dear friends!

 

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Always plan ahead

Hi,

 

Today was light……….fun and sober………..woke up late………..then did¬†stretches……………they were relaxing…………went to office………it was light too…………against my experience and past…………went on break on time as planned…………..there was no¬†discrepancy…………everything went almost perfect…………Akshay had a accident last night………….he was silent most of the time………….not mocking me………….that was different……….and I cracked a few on him………….and as far as the reaction…………..they were hilarious…………then there was Abhishek tiwari……………shopping online……………showing us a website on which there was a 50% discount on¬†Trojans…………..he suggested that we should give a carton of those to Abhishek kirar…………and the best part would be the home delivery……….. ūüėÄ anyhow we have postponed this gift for him as of now……………everyone is planning…………to go to his reception…………but few selected are invited to his marriage………and it feels good to be one of those………..ceremonies must have started at his house from today¬†onward………………Indian marriages have a lot of ceremonies………and every community has some diversions……………..except the main ceremony where Vows are taken…………..and there too there are differences………..so there is always some difference in every marriage…………..isn’t that amazing………..you can get married multiple times and¬†every-time there is something different………..well that’s about Indian marriages…………..but what i am confused about is what should I wear on the day of his marriage……………..and on the day of his reception……………I have a suit………….that i have only pulled on once………….and then there is¬†traditional kurta and paijama……………I sent a message to Abhishek kirar- the groom to confirm about my dress………….anyhow he must be busy after all the ceremonies…………..lets leave it for later…………..I have to get up early tomorrow………….I have not attended class in days…………….there would be wrath of the titans on me tomorrow……………and then the usual crap at office…………tomorrow would be a busy day………..and I have to take a haircut too………..there is no good hairstylist near my home…………and I don’t want to look like a slob in front of his whole family……………and obviously my friends………..we all would be groomsmen…………we all will have to keep¬†up-to¬†that…………..well I would decide everything on the move tomorrow………….hope you never get into this sort of trouble………….always plan ahead………….by the way here is another group photograph of us…………Image

and by the stalker at the back is another friend of mine Ankit sharma…………he is altogether a different case……….I wish this friendship stays a lifetime………..and if you get time do listen to Amr diab…………awesome¬†Arabic¬†music………….love it!¬†¬† ¬†