Missing someone..

Hi everyone,

Today I am in my office…….working for my bread and butter……but at the same time I am missing someone badly……she is absent…..perhaps on leave…..but that’s making me miss her……..I love that girl……name is Upasana………she is a colleague of mine…….we joined this organization together and somehow were aligned to the same process……at first I used to like her……we used to talk allot…..go on breaks together……..she used to call me sometimes too…….but that’s way back now the things have changed and we don’t talk with each other not even say Hi, or make eye contacts…….but I am sure that I love her……..and love her allot…….I was judging my feelings for her……..and at first I thought that its just infatuation…….but with time I realized that this feeling was still there………I tried to tell her once…….but being an introvert……..I just sketched her portrait……..and when it came to saying anything…….I was tongue-tied……….I sent text to understand her response………but she never responded back with the warmth that I used to feel she has for me………and she was seeing a guy too at the time……..and had a boyfriend to before she joined this organization………she never shared anything personal with me……..whatever the reasons may be……..but still I miss her allot…….just wish that she if not love me……stays my friend and tries to understand me………..spends time with me……share with me…….