Bouncing back to blogging

Hello everyone,

its been a while that I have written anything, well I have been writing and doodling all along but not doing anything to get the load off myself, the entire idea for starting this blog in the first place.

I have been reading and reading like crazy, I have been planning and working towards my goals. Some were met and fulfilled like they were just waiting for me to get started, others are just taking there time.

I think soon they would succumb to my strides. I know seems like all talk and no work.

But, I have been working on my writing style too.

I think you might see some improvement over my previous posts in terms of writing style.

I think I have become better in terms of organizing the ideas and I think I am using punctuation better now.

well still a long way to go.

I had been brainstorming a lot lately, I need to set up a business soon.

But, India is a country where paperwork takes tremendous amount of time, every now and then there are a slight update and change that would keep you hanging for months in a go.

I faced a lot of this bureaucracy when I tried to get my business registered.

Just want things to start up soon.

By the way I have a new buddy in my life that i would love to introduce to all of you.

My beloved Kaizen.

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He is adorable, and keeps everyone in the house on their toes.

very affectionate and well behaved.

I think that comes from his parents.

I just love to make him my pillow every now and then.

well, so far so good.

I recently finished some of my financial commitments, and now I am taking on more of them.

I just want get them over soon.

I was recently diagnosed with dengue and was hospitalized for days, so was my mother please don’t catch that.

be safe and take precautions.

And I really appreciate the care and comfort of my family and friends.

And, I plan to write more often, feels great to be here, Hope you all have been doing great too.

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Looking Back

Hi,

Another usual day at office……..did nothing new…………….today was the birthday of a good friend of mine Abhishek Tiwari…………I guess I know a lot of Abhisheks’………..never-mind………the thing is everything went as usual………..but the facts have started to surface……….I had no money left in my wallet today…………..and then I felt bad because I could not buy or contribute for the birthday party celebration for him…………even if I have to contribute then I would have borrow……….which is a wonderful thing to sell ones honor………but then he himself refused any celebration……….which was sad……….but the thing is when funds go low…………there occurs trade-offs………and then you have to choose………..emotions or practicality…………..love or survival…………happiness or food…………..and these choices though hard are never forgotten…………have seen it happen……….since childhood………….through my teenage years………..and even now…………..there was a time……..if I go back the memory lane when…………survival for my family was hard…………everything was falling apart………….but then we kept on walking…………no matter what happened………..left nothing behind…………..and today when I remember those days…………I feel I have better choices now………….even entertainment felt big………..like an luxury………….people find me different……………but I feel if they ever go through what i went through…………I would seem familiar…………I am not saying that I have all the problems in the world…………but yes I would say my childhood was disturbed………a little deficient………..and no matter what I did………..there was always this feeling of something missing………….when everyone was taking admissions in higher education………..I never had funds…………..even scholarship would not help to sustain a life in a different place away from my family…………so we always had to stick together…………..like predestined………