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lies and reality

Hi,

 

Today I was thinking about………the way people describe themselves boastfully………and their own actions contradict them later…….

I give you an example……..there is this girl…….. brilliant……..intelligent……..I got a chance to have a conversation with her………

she told me that she is ambitious………she is a devoted student and what not…………and that girls that go out with their boyfriends all the time……….have no purpose in life……….

and two days later I spot her in a mall………with a boy………I checked with her indirectly……….she didn’t entertained my question about how that day of hers went……….maybe she was not able to cook a story at such an short notice………..

well I am not judgmental……..but yes that was something that made me think…….

why would she lie to a person she hardly knows………..what was she afraid of…………

maybe if she was afraid she could have not said anything at all……….rather not boasted……..

maybe she was trying to impress me……….but as it turned out……..failed drastically…….and there is no believe left too……..

and I realized this was not the first time………memories rushed through my mind like a train of thoughts………

uncovering many other occasions when the truth unfolded itself………..maybe it was my negligence………that I didn’t realized the truth earlier……..

or maybe I put too much blind trust in people……….

perhaps there should be random and regular trust checks…………

anyhow…….I was thinking that as it keeps on happening……….I guess with loads of us……….what should be done………..learning from past is one…………but can it be avoided……like can it me understood then and there………..when the other person is lying………

there are people who would say they recognize when people lie……….but I guess in reality………..there would have been situations where even these people might have failed……

so coming back to the same point………how can we realize it……….is there an algorithm………..or a key in body language………..

but yes no-one likes to be lied to……..

its comes out like a crack in the wall……..and the wall gets weaker and weaker………..

till it collapses………or even if it is mended…………the signs of the repair remain…….

 

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I am trying

Hi,

 

I managed to fail yet another interview……….but yes I am happy…… at-least I made a move…………lets see where I end up………..

anyhow………I really appreciate all the love and support I am getting from you all………….love you……….keep on motivating me………..you all are like my fuel………….

things that i have predicted in my older posts are turning out to be true now…………..and yes people in office did missed me…………..that includes my friends and others………….

the manager is so cheap that he did not provided me pick up and drop from office……….on the last working days…………the shift timings were odd……….it used to begin at 1430 hours and end at 0000………and at 0000 getting a auto or taxi is very difficult……….I was almost stuck on 08/05/2014 in the office………….

I wish someday that son of a bitch would get what he deserves………… karma will take its toll……

I wanted to forgive and forget………..but this did it…………..anyhow…………now I would have TIME……….I would be able to sketch and write…………and maybe paint………..and obviously study…………live a normal routine for some time………..meet people………..and read…

there is a load of books that is accumulating dust………..and some pdf’s that are loosing their binary code…………I will release their pain of being idle……….

I am still dealing with the same old question that is how to understand a woman………they like you……..dress up for you………like talking to you………but still they ignore you……..what does this mean……..

If you like someone……..you do what you have to do……….to spend time and be with them……….where will this ignoring part be useful……….

as I wrote in my earlier posts……….it takes time to forget…….time is the ultimate medicine……..

there is still a lot to do………..and there is so less done……..every-time I study I realize……..how less I know……….

I am getting sleepless nights now a days………I guess my energy is not utilized fully………I will include some workout too in my daily routine……..after switching to glutton free diet…….I already feel more active…….