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high water mark

Hi,

 

Thank you everyone for your fabulous support……..I feel humble……..

hope you all read this in good health……..

have been busy these days….got a new job finally….

classes are going well too……and there are other positive happenings in my life…..

today I was thinking about…..why do we never care about things we get easily…..

anything that is available easily would be taken for granted……and something that keeps on dragging us behind them are the ones that we crave for….

like owning an old house……we would hardly care for it…….except for occasional paint work and repairs…..

but when it is sold or demolished……..and then we have to move on……we would remember all the times we have spent in it…….

memories would haunt us…….we would think about that it could have been saved…..

I think it is a basic human tendency……give something too easy…….no one would care about it……

make them work for it…….they would crave for it……..

sometimes there are moments we give away things easy…..and then those are taken for granted….

like most of us must have lent a book……give them away easy and see the condition in which you receive them back…..

It is mostly some rare times when we get them back wholesome…..or properly cared…..

so I think its better to be painted aloof…..then to be taken for granted…..

its better to considered as someone who is careless……then to care and then get nothing in return except hurt…..

life gets so much easier when we live free…..free from the vague burden that we take…….the burden we keep on accumulating from undeserving people……

I am not saying that I am perfect and whatever I think is correct…….but yes it works for me…..

If anyone has a better theory…..please let me know…….all the good things that we read…….hardly works in reality…….

reality is a whole new picture…..with a unimaginable perspective……

when we are most relaxed…….we are most close to being run over…..

reality is harsh and bitter……..which sometimes tastes sweet……..just like beer I think…..

and yes there are times we get frustrated…….we get fed-up……and these times are mostly when we are near the destination……

so its up to us to take some more and move in the same direction……or to leave it behind and head into another direction…..

I think for now I will take some more……but yes the high water mark is near too….

 

 

 

 

 

Plans

Hi,

Things are not going as planned…………I am unable to wake up early in the morning……….because my parents make so much of noise around 5 to 5:30 that I get disturbed and get a headache…………and my sleep is disturbed………….so I fall asleep again and I wake up around 10…………half an hour late for travelling………….it takes 1 and a half hour to travel to the place where I have classes………….and I have not attended any for the past three weeks plus…………….and they are not willing to understand as well………..I have told them many times………..its like family pulling you back…………I want to move away from them…………but they do stupid things when I am not around that I doubt their well being……………and I am still recovering from the sickness………….I just want this to change…………..I want them to understand…………hell…………I have been working on the blog for Abhishek……………..he is fond of photography…………so I thought a blog to give him exposure would be a good idea for a gift……….where he could post his clicks and get some audience…………so as soon as he provides me his good clicks……..I will make it go live…………till then…………..i will keep on doing whatever the crazy writing I have been doing for past two months almost…………..I like to share whatever happened with me in my life……………and how I dealt with it…………..with others…………so that they can correct me……………….or learn from my mistakes………….well as of now I want to stick to the schedule……………classes and office…………..and a better opportunity to work…………..where I could be happy…………and get a re-numeration better then what I get in this company…………..but yes I made some really good friends here……….and I would miss them…………and I learned some lessons for lifetime………..anyhow………..I am leaving my worries for the god………..and I am going to enjoy what I have at present………….