Nerds and Geeks

Hello everyone,

Hope this post finds you in good health and best of spirits.

Its been a while again that I posted something here.

Been doing things that I didn’t did before.

I now have registered my business and have been promoting it.

Please do check out our Facebook page.

Its in its infant stage as of now.

https://www.facebook.com/nerdsandgeekspage/?ref=hl

 

If you really like something, do order.

Maybe there would be glitches in the final stages of order processing by the store.

Please feel free to share the details on the Facebook page, we would process your order in the best possible way and take immediate correction measures.

Anyhow it’s been a tremendous team effort. I started alone but then my friends came along and now I see more people coming in and investing their energies.

It is overwhelming and I am doing my best to cope up with this support.

I really wish to do my best for everyone involved. but yes there are some financial concerns involved.

So, all I can offer them presently is to believe in this initiative and that it will certainly pay them off. Maybe not now, but eventually.

So, please help me promote it as much as possible.

Its been great support and love that I found here.

Wish you all the very best.

Good day!

Aside

Equanimity

Hi,

Hope you all have a great weekend..

Its been three days and we are hardly talking….

she said many things but now I feel she never meant any of them…

I think she needs her own space…

now she has it… I am no more in the equation…

hope that helps her….

I have awesome friends….

they have been there for me…..

they have supported me….

made me laugh….

and they helped to bring out the best in me….

and I feel really grateful to them….

she came into my life… she gave me some memories….

but things did not went well…

but with my friends I never have to think about things going right or wrong….

no matter how I am… they accept me…

and I think that is what is the key for a successful bond….

she is unable to accept me as I am… keeps on passing the blame onto me…

that simply means.. she does not deserved me in the first place….

and it was so foolish of me to keep it dragging…

I gave her more importance then myself….

and I think that is where it all went wrong….

and the best part is I did it… without realizing what I was doing….

and now that I have realized it… I think the damage has been done…

I read some articles on behavior… and she turned out to be a “toxic person”….

the way she behaves with me now a days….

she twists my words to pass the blame onto me….

she hardly makes any effort to know about my well being…

and she has been taking me for granted…

makes me pursue her all the time… and enjoys it…

I have no problem doing that… but she does not shows any respect at all…

no compassion… no consideration….

she used to make me laugh… but she had not done it in a long while…

and I don’t want to criticize her for it…

I want to be with her in the hoping that she would do it some day…

but the reality is she would not be with me…

following her parents wishes…

she would get married to someone… and I would be left alone…

I don’t know what to do anymore…

It’s like being in the middle of a dark tunnel… and not knowing which way to go…

like there is no light on both the ends….

and I am left all alone….

but eventually I will get to the end…

and be in the light again… and I feel like she would be there…

along with my friends… and everything would be as it is meant to be….

 

 

Bouncing Back

Hi,

Today too I woke up late……….my body cycle has changed………..and it is getting harder to bounce back to the normal routine and body cycle………….moreover there had been multiple instances of fever and cold happening over the past few months…………I want to get over these health issues……………I am now eating healthy diet……………and have started mild exercises too…………today I had an Interview………but i missed it……..as I was late and then the venue was around 45 minutes bus ride away………….anyhow…….I made the day count…….as I studied at home………..did a lot of introspection…………to formulate a plan for my career growth…………and yes………played a lot of video game too………..and in the end………I made the blog for Abhishek Kirar……………live………..I think he liked it……….rest I would get to know…..when I would meet him face to face………to understand better………….and yes we can always customize it as he likes………..it would do him good………I think……….as he will get more audience…………he will be able to work harder……….and better………..so that was my day……….soon I would share or rather confess…………my stupidity……….that I did for Upasana…………wasting my feelings for her……….when she never cared………….I would share the emails I saved in my drafts that were meant for her…………..but I was never able to send them………..because I was never able to make up my mind about her…………….there was always a twitching at the back of my head……..that there was something wrong about her………..I just need one girl to love and be with all my life…………..and she failed badly……..I was hurt at first……….but now I am bouncing back to my awesome self………..I guess I am boasting about myself……….but hey……….we all are awesome………..in one way or another………..and hey the blogs address is http://abbycaprediem.wordpress.com/………..

Plans

Hi,

Things are not going as planned…………I am unable to wake up early in the morning……….because my parents make so much of noise around 5 to 5:30 that I get disturbed and get a headache…………and my sleep is disturbed………….so I fall asleep again and I wake up around 10…………half an hour late for travelling………….it takes 1 and a half hour to travel to the place where I have classes………….and I have not attended any for the past three weeks plus…………….and they are not willing to understand as well………..I have told them many times………..its like family pulling you back…………I want to move away from them…………but they do stupid things when I am not around that I doubt their well being……………and I am still recovering from the sickness………….I just want this to change…………..I want them to understand…………hell…………I have been working on the blog for Abhishek……………..he is fond of photography…………so I thought a blog to give him exposure would be a good idea for a gift……….where he could post his clicks and get some audience…………so as soon as he provides me his good clicks……..I will make it go live…………till then…………..i will keep on doing whatever the crazy writing I have been doing for past two months almost…………..I like to share whatever happened with me in my life……………and how I dealt with it…………..with others…………so that they can correct me……………….or learn from my mistakes………….well as of now I want to stick to the schedule……………classes and office…………..and a better opportunity to work…………..where I could be happy…………and get a re-numeration better then what I get in this company…………..but yes I made some really good friends here……….and I would miss them…………and I learned some lessons for lifetime………..anyhow………..I am leaving my worries for the god………..and I am going to enjoy what I have at present………….

Finally

Hi,

I am thinking about going some place today…………my friend Abhishek is getting married……….he is planning his honeymoon in Mauritius……..and I am jealous……..I told him that too………and he was laughing……….well……..what to do……….he will enjoy…….I will enjoy here till the time I don’t earn enough……….I have filled resignation from this organization……….but, at present I don’t have any offer letter in hand as well…………and they are saying that my salary would be blocked and I will get that in my Full and Final pay cheque………..and there is construction going on at my house…………I need to pay the contractor money………….then there are other bills…………and I am going haywire thinking about the money…………..how is the question………….well I guess the payments would be delayed…………and I don’t like doing that at all…………..anyhow………….had a good time during Holi………..IMG-20140318-WA0000

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didn’t play Holi the whole day………..then went office in the evening……….manager ducked out when we all approached him for organizing a small celebration for the team……….so ultimately we all ordered pizza and pasta……….had pizza………then played a little Holi in the office……….Abhishek is the guy on the left to me………..on the right is Bad-Ass Vasutosh……..he is like a younger brother……….and he likes my company………..and he trusts me I think………so that was my day………..how was yours?

Randomized

Hi,

 

Its holi season………..In India its a very lively and colorful festival…………but I don’t intend to play a lot………I will do a mild celebration………I am not in very good mood now days due to the people back in office who are manipulative and lying always………but yes I made some great friends there too…………due to them I am doing my time in there………….I know and understand money is the basic reason a person looks for in a job……….and I agree with that………..but if people are not good and the office politics is flowing way overhead……….man its a hot hell………..I have moments with them………..that are never going to be forgotten………….drinks we shared…………roads we walked…………..dances we did…………..fun we made………….names we call each other with…………sorrows and everything…………..like Abhishek is about to get married………..we are planning his bachelors party………….suits already purchased………..I am joining them all as they are going to pay for me ass of now………….and I would repay them later…………..easy EMI system………;)…………that’s what friends are for………and the time would never come back………..so I will borrow……….otherwise I really dislike borrowing…………I am the kind of person…………who would like to go empty stomach…………..rather then borrow and eat………….its like a principal that I have kept………..yes I make exceptions to it………but then the reason should be good enough………..anyhow festivity is in the air……..lets I am feeling positive about my decision of submitting a resignation letter in the office………..it will do me good……….money is what I need now……….as I have commitments…………and plans to execute……..Kartik is happy with the phone……….asshole was about to buy a phone that was not worth it………. about Upasana…………my friends talk to me about her and I tell them straight that she is good for nothing………….and i don’t understand why they don’t buy that…………they try to make me feel better………like consoling……….but it does not help………..I am now thinking straight………..no emotional factor involved while I make decisions now days………..but yes I still take snap judgement…………like buying the phone for Kartik……….but yes the decision was good and well thought of…………..so I am happy about it…………and yes Sean Paul Rocks!