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no more

Hi,

 

Today I am in numb state………unable to think much……..

have been in front of my computer for the past 18 hours………my eyes are sore………and have a mild headache too……….

but I like it……..I guess I am weird……..it shows me that I had a successful day…………

Indeed the day was successful………..I learnt so much………there were some areas where I was getting stuck………I was able to deal and conquer some of them………rest are still there to deal with………

every-time I see at things at hand after finishing tasks………..I feel like new have piled up in the mean time……..so there is a never-ending list of things to-do………

well…..I am keeping myself busy………..hoping to cover as much ground as possible……….

friends have been busy in their life’s………Abhishek Tiwari called me………I guess he really missed me………..

met my old friend Rishabh bawa aka bawa……….he is a great friend………..he makes me feel good and laugh when I am nervous and low…….and I really like that about him……

sometimes I feel like my PC might explode………..it keeps on running for almost 12-14 hours a day…….

the classes are going fine……..and I now I really understand what is being taught…….

there are times when everything goes over the head……….then there are times when 2 plus two does not equals  4 for me…….

then there are unanswered questions that I am left to deal with………it makes it interesting……..and I like that…….

after leaving the job………I really feel relaxed………the piling up negativity is going away……..and would be gone shortly………

I now think about how I have been behaving………..it was just not me……..I was doing things……..without thinking………

but whatever has happened was a part of life………taught me a lot…….made me better……..

I now am not afraid of making mistakes………some might say that all the time…….but I feel it…….and I am actually doing it……

like the quote……fall down 8…….stand up 9……..

I like the quote from Rocky Balboa……..where he is talking to his son…….about how winning is done……

I wont write that down……..please search for it……….watch it……..if you like it too…….let me know……..I would appreciate that……..

hope that I get a good job soon……..

I am getting positive vibes……..all the time……..from almost everyone………

I can now smile without efforts too………naturally…….

I guess there was so much negativity in that place………it got to me……….

but now no more….

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6 thoughts on “no more

  1. Thank you for this piece immabelike, which most people can relate to at some time or another in their life. It’s great to have friends who can make the hard times seem a little easier. All the best with your job search….BTW thank you for visiting and following my blog!

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    • you are welcome fangtales…..its great to know that I was able to write something that you think most people would be able to relate to……..and yes friends are a great support…..the job search has ended already 🙂 you are welcome again….I liked your blog…..do take time again to respond…..have a great time ahead!

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