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countdown till touchdown

Hi,

On Monday I went for interview………..did not made it through this time as well…………..and i am back………..I sent an email to the consultancy that scheduled the interview…………..lets see if they have more options……………..I learn from mistakes…………so i will perform with improvement next time…………well that’s about interviews……….my stupid manager marked me a warning email………..I don’t know what he wants to prove to me……….or to team members……….I have only about a week left in the company…………time to move on is here………..its like throwing stones on people passing by…………I don’t like it that I am writing less now a days…………with all the support you all have showed……..I really want to write daily………….lets see where life takes us………….once the notice period would be over I would be able to live a normal life for some time…………I would sleep in the night…………I would work in the day……….I would eat breakfast…….lunch and dinner……….I hardly remember the last time I had lunch…………..I eat in the evening……..after a light breakfast………….I would go for walks in the evening………..It has been a very long time………..that I went for a walk in the evening………….and I would volunteer for community service………if I got a chance………….I don’t think it would make any difference in anyone’s life after leaving this company………….It would be a great relief for me………..as I would not see the faces that I dislike………or want to forget………….I guess………life would be getting better after this………..I have learnt from experience that we don’t always make right decisions…………..as a matter of fact nothing is right or wrong…………everything is relative………..a decision that feels wrong today might make you feel like the best decision you have made in a lifetime………and sometimes a good decision might seem to fail………..its all about how you cope up with it………..like an Intelligent man once said……….If you think you are going through HELL………keep going…………he is correct in the sense that if you stop……….if you loose the will to keep on moving………you would be stuck in hell………..till you get a grip………..keep on moving………..it does not take long jumps……..or fast strides………but just firm small steps………..consistent…………. perseverance is the word…………..persistence…………..passion………….In the end what really would matter is………how satisfied you lived……….how happy were you throughout your lifetime………….after death no one can take his/her bank-balance or property along……….these things are materials that can play a part in a persons happiness………..but they are never a guarantee for happiness……….contentment occurs from inside……..

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