Missing someone..

Hi everyone,

Today I am in my office…….working for my bread and butter……but at the same time I am missing someone badly……she is absent…..perhaps on leave…..but that’s making me miss her……..I love that girl……name is Upasana………she is a colleague of mine…….we joined this organization together and somehow were aligned to the same process……at first I used to like her……we used to talk allot…..go on breaks together……..she used to call me sometimes too…….but that’s way back now the things have changed and we don’t talk with each other not even say Hi, or make eye contacts…….but I am sure that I love her……..and love her allot…….I was judging my feelings for her……..and at first I thought that its just infatuation…….but with time I realized that this feeling was still there………I tried to tell her once…….but being an introvert……..I just sketched her portrait……..and when it came to saying anything…….I was tongue-tied……….I sent text to understand her response………but she never responded back with the warmth that I used to feel she has for me………and she was seeing a guy too at the time……..and had a boyfriend to before she joined this organization………she never shared anything personal with me……..whatever the reasons may be……..but still I miss her allot…….just wish that she if not love me……stays my friend and tries to understand me………..spends time with me……share with me……. 

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17 thoughts on “Missing someone..

    • thanks a lot…….appreciate you stooping by and going through it……….hope to see your upcoming best work………do visit again………have a great time ahead!

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  1. I’m sorry you’re feeling heart sick, maybe if you tried just nodding at her when you pass, then saying good morning/good afternoon? I know it can be really hard as an introvert to let someone know you care for them. Thanks for following Benzeknees!

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    • thanks a lot for the lovely advice……yup I am an introvert……and it would be really hard…….and so much has went past now……..we are just two strangers for each other now……..and I hardly care for her now…….by the way I loved yours work……looking forward for more……do stop by again…..have a great time ahead!

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  2. If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it’s yours. If it doesn’t it never was. If nothing else, holt tight to the memories. They will keep you company for all eternity. Thanks for visiting my blog dplyons.wordpress.com. I appreciate the support. dp

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    • lovely comment and yes the memories are meant to be preserved……..that is one of the reason to write things down here………appreciate your comment and support……….do stop by again…….hope to see some of your upcoming great posts……….have a great time ahead! 🙂

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    • thanks Eddie…….I learnt that………..and guess what everything happens for a reason………and in the end everything gets well………if not…….its not the end 😉 so stop by again to share…..have a great time ahead!

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  3. This old man applauds your work here, remembering similar experiences. Putting words to those deep experiences is creative as well as healing. Songs grow this way. Thank you. Don’t stop creating. It’s our high human privilege.

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    • hey this is wonderful…….its great to know that you were able to relate…….one of the reasons for me to write is healing as well…….i guess I am not so poetic to write songs as of now………I wish to create more………..being human………really appreciate your comment………nice to know you 🙂 hope to know more and stay connected.

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